I would love to be able to journal every day of the year, or write in a beautiful composition notebook (my tastes are simple) every week. Writing by hand is difficult for me because my hand gets tired, my brain goes way faster than my hand, and my handwriting is just awful. It's easy to be discouraged about keeping some sort of written record about life. Facebook and Pinterest are full of awesome hand written, beautifully drawn, expertly colored examples of journals - not one skill of which do I possess. That's okay, I can write well, I'm funny, and I frankly don't give a crap what anyone else thinks about what I have to journal about. I can just write here.
The past month or so has been full of accomplishments, heartbreak, anxious moments, progress, holidays, and so much more. I'm actually overwhelmed with how much our lives have changed in the last four or five weeks. I completed my masters degree and never have to go back to school again (if I don't want to) - Whoo Hoo! It really was a huge accomplishment for me. Not too much later, Rob came home with awesome news too! He is going to be teaching a class at the local community college. This is something he's wanted to do for several years now. What wonderful accomplishments we have had recently, and 2014 as a whole was a pretty fantastic year. It was full of completed goals, new opportunities, and so much growth!
Speaking of college, Jake wants to go back to school soon, Matt is finishing a class here and there in the Navy, and Lindsay will start at a charter school that offers college classes and about 85% of their students graduate with a high school diploma as well as an Associates Degree when they're done. How exciting for all of them! On the down side, because life is never perfect, Jake and Willa separated recently. They are both in our hearts as they deal with this disappointment.
Matt will make a decision soon about his career in the Navy. He doesn't know yet what will happen, so we're all just being patient for his decision when the time comes. Patience! I know, right?! I swear, I am being patient! It's easier than I expected, seriously.
So then there's work. I'm thinking it's time to give my notice and become a counselor full time. I have found security in my job over the years, so making this decision was difficult and scary. Yeah, I am terrified of leaving the security I have had for all these years. I'm still not sure if I can make enough money as a counselor, but If I don't risk anything, I'll never know.
So 2015 is here! I'll be writing 2014 on checks and documents for the next three months, but so will you so there is that. I will receive a transcript soon that states I have earned a Masters degree, leave a job I have both loved and hated for so long, and jump feet first and running into a career that I have been building for the last two and a half years.
I'm not one to make resolutions - I've said that before - so I'm setting my sights on intentions... Intentions are positive change that I intend to bring about. I'm not fixing something that's broken, I'm creating a positive - so much difference! It's like the power of positive thinking; put the positive thoughts and intentions out into the universe while working toward these positive goals for change.